I've taken care of quite a few people in liver failure, and trust me when I say it ain't no fun road to travel. Drinking that much alcohol on a daily basis will destroy your liver. It's not a question of "if" it's a question of when.
Totally not trying to be a dick, I just don't wanna see you in that place. Liver failing, ammonia level off the charts affecting your brain to the point where they have to rule out dementia/alzheimers, and you sitting in your own diarrhea because you don't have the mental faculties to know any better.