Overall, the trip was great. But she has more deep seated issues that she needs professional help for and that I can no longer deal with. There is no reason to tolerate her lies, false accusations, intolerance, racism, and gaslighting. It's better for me that I tell her to get out of my life. I also mentioned that if she comes to my house uninvited, I'll have her arrested for trespassing. I want nothing more to do with her. It's sad. Her family is wonderful.Yikes! I did see your pictures. I am hopeful you enjoyed the trip despite this nastiness. Good riddance to that travel partner I say.
Rough day.
Kinda hitting a wall where everything that does not include being horizontal will result in physical punishment. #fatigue
Was an idiot earlier this week and went for a little hike with the huskies. Days later…
I’ve fairly been physically active for most of my life. Nasty habit, apparently.![]()
Quite an interesting day in work shall we say. Mentally frazzled but we go again tomorrow and I'm (currently) quite enjoying the adversity and constant plate spinning / fire fighting.
Liking only in that glad to hear from you. I find allowing myself times to swear like a sailor or Roy Kent for a bit before pulling back to a demeanor suitable for being around others (kinda) is helpful once in a while.I am really really really fatigued (radiation) and am grumpy as fuck (steroids).
Liking only in that glad to hear from you. I find allowing myself times to swear like a sailor or Roy Kent for a bit before pulling back to a demeanor suitable for being around others (kinda) is helpful once in a while.
Well let's just add to it. We are in a licensing survey and just did my part, the building tour for safety and security. The surveyor, on 3 separate occasions, just made up some random shit to tag me on and I'm not allowed to correct her. If I did correct her it is likely that she'll just make it even worse so it's ultimately not worth it. What I can do is explain to those above me that will see the report why it is wrong. It's just infuriating. I'm writing a plan of correction for something that doesn't need correcting.
I get that this week. The reality of all of this is kind of sinking in and I feel like I’m in a defiant dirge mode. Meaning experiencing the dirge with a determination to move forward surfacing once in a while within all that.
After several years and submitting thousands of job applications, I received an email from a local small town to set up an interview next week. Just reading it put an instant metric ton of anxiety on me, and I almost never experience anxiety nor fear. I call the HR director to set up the interview and they already had me scheduled, which is a good sign...I hope. I felt much better after the brief phone call.
I'm incredibly grateful to finally be considered. I know not to get my hopes up, but I remain optimistic. I usually interview well since I'm not the stereotypical introverted IT geek.