I got some bad news on Tuesday…

Flamencology

You don't deserve koa.
My latest MRI shows that my tumour has had significant growth since my last scan, 3 months ago.

Not sure what’s next. My wife, my medical team, and specialists from away are currently looking into possible options.

It’s been 14 years since I was originally diagnosed. I’ve been lucky. But I’m so tired. Have had a shocking number of surgeries and treatments over the years, and have been on chemo now for newly 2 years.

Haven’t had the “how long?” conversation yet, but things are starting to feel more and more ‘real’, feel like the walls are closing in, and am really worried about who’ll take care of DdBob when I’m gone.

:shrug:

I know that there’s nothing that can be said that hasn’t been said before, and that words of consolation often feel like extremely depressing birthday cards.

But it helps writing about it, having a support circle, etc.

Tuesdays, man.
 
If I could wave a magic wand....

Damn. That is a tough thing to hear. Prayers and mojo out your way in spades. Never give up, and live big every freaking moment that you have. Hopefully there are a lot of them still to come, but no one is guaranteed tomorrow. I know we are ultimately a bunch of strangers, but we do care and you need to keep venting here.

And don't worry about DbBob. We will find a rather large single Mom near Tucson to watch over him.
 
fuck cancer

not a day goes by i dont think about how much i miss my best friend and all the good times we had together. really just want to hear his laugh just once more.


keep fighting as best as you can. could be nothing but i thought I saw something recently about a new type of treatment that was working in trials so you never know.

i hope you are doing ok, sending my best
 
I’m so sorry my friend.

Looks like we really need to plan a Seattle MWGL gathering (because I’m sure there are a handful of these fuckers who don’t have passports. :wink: )
 
Man that is tough. I'm too far away for an awkward back rub but I'm sending it mojo style.
 
Never stop putting the next foot in front of the other. Holding you and your family in my heart.

We seem to be a pain in each other’s ass but I love you man.
 
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